All right, so this is going to be my last blog for Mr.
Mullins AP SR English class, but maybe I’ll continue to work on this blog every
now and then, maybe. Although I think maybe instead of continuing this blog
I’ll just start a new blog and make it one where I can write about whatever I
want. No, I think I’ll continue this blog. Instead of creating a new blog I’ll
just keep this one but I’ll make new posts about whatever it is I want. This
way others can still see all the posts I’ve done for Mr. Mullins if they want,
because they’re still a part of me even if they are just assignments I did for
a grade.
Anyways, I still don’t know how I feel about this year, even
if the end is just a couple of weeks away. It’s crazy really. How can the end
really be this close? It just leaves me feeling weird. The end of my life
basically because this is what my life has been up this point; me getting up,
riding the bus, going to class, eating lunch, going to more classes and then
riding the bus back home and doing homework. That’s all going to be over now.
It’s pretty much over all ready. I just don’t know what’s going to happen and
it’s really kind of scary. It’s exciting because I’m finally, finally, going to
actually become my own person and take control of my own life. But where does
my life go from here? I have no idea. Maybe good things will happen and maybe
things will be bad, but I’ll be in charge. I’ll be the one calling the shots,
telling myself what to do, not having to listen to anybody else, nobody. It’ll be great and whatever happens, I’ll be
the one who ordains what happens to me. I’m looking forward to it and I hope
everyone else is too. Ugh, I just feel like this is madness…..